I’ve allowed myself to fabricate a reality that I was so, so sure of. I was so convinced Norah had faked her illness, I didn’t even consider the possibility that by taking Lacey away I was endangering her life. Arrest me. Lock me away. Stop me from hurting anyone ever again. Oh Lacey … Forgive me.
so the whole time she was just greiving and I was just eating it out of her hands, believing everything.