It’s one of my favorite memories from our marriage. But even then, Jeremy had never looked at me the way that Gabe is looking at me now. With an expression of immense pride. And awe. It should make me feel good. It doesn’t. Because all I can think about is what Jeremy said that night. “It’s the only reason you have a career at all.” “It” being Gabe. The assumption that I’d slept with him. The tawdry nature of my article. The public’s obsession with the private lives of celebrities.