“You’re not the only one who decided to wait. I didn’t— I couldn’t stand the idea of touching anyone else. I’m not saying that to throw all the others under the bus, it just wasn’t for me. When North raged about Gracie and what she did, that you’d been a virgin and your bond had acted without your consent in retaliation, I couldn’t believe you’d waited as well. It made me even happier with my decision.”
IM ACTUALLY SOBBING HE WAITED FOR HER
HE FUCKING WAITED FOR HER
HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE FIRST AND I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL
okay maybe not first bc it means more bc she bonded with north and he had slept with other people so it feels extra special now
i guess im okay with atlas going first too because he’s like super loyal
okay maybe i wont die on this hill but him being first would have been sooooooooo deserved