I hit the ground hard, a sob rising in my chest before a roar of agony burned from my lungs, rattling through to the core of me and yet doing nothing at all to ease the weight of the pain that threatened to crush me beneath it. I dropped my head forward, pressing my forehead to the pane of frozen ice dividing us, leaning towards the man who owned a portion of my soul. A grief so endless that I couldn’t even comprehend it rushed in on me from all sides.