And all I could think of was Tory and how I’d never get to say goodbye. How I desperately missed the fire in her eyes and the way every atom that made her was an answering call to the atoms that made me. We weren’t meant to be torn apart; it was unnatural. And I was so fucking terrified that I couldn’t claw my way out of this darkness and find my way back to her, letting her down and leaving her here on this forsaken earth alone. We weren’t made to exist apart, we couldn’t, and it was my duty to return to her as well as my most desperate, heartfelt desire.
