The First to Die at the End

by Adam Silvera

Freedom should be freeing, but that doesn’t mean it can’t be heartbreaking.

He must have a huge heart.

lmao fuck u

Should doctors treat everyone without knowing their End Day status?

THE HIPPOCRATIC OATH BITCH -- I'VE SEEN GREY'S ANATOMY!

It would be the one End Day call that Rolando could make with a smile on his face.

welp that's fucked

In fact, I’m going to live. I’m going to live, live, live, live, live, live, live, live, live, live, live, live. But first, he has to die.

crying in the club

What hurt the most was the misery of how she was about to die alone, even though that’s not how she started her life.

“I like how you can swear so freely and not come off furious.” “It’s a gift.”

me

“My mom and dad always wanted me to be happy. I think they always felt guilty that they didn’t make more money to buy me whatever I wanted, so they did their best everywhere else. Like getting me a library card when I needed new books to read, or stealing printer paper from work so I could write my stories. So I don’t think they would’ve given a flying fuck who I brought home as long as they made me happy.”

crying right now in this starbucks BOH

she would be proof that Death-Cast was wrong,

foreshadowing? me thinks so

“Rufus

CROSSOVER EVENT HEHEH

she even got stuck at the hospital for an extra few hours trying to get the board’s attention for a special transplant.

shoulda caught onto this earlier

Your life will be divided into firsts and lasts and nevers.

“I need the next flight to New York. Death-Cast has called my brother.”

ok real play dat card queen

But I owe myself peace more than I owe them anything.

Icon status

Those lines can be blurry, especially when you’re young and haven’t known love yet—or known what it’s like to be in a relationship where things aren’t as they should be.

Who would have thought that falling in love could take you to the skies?

I want to fucking catapult myself off this bridge, I’m so jealous.

new vocal stim unlocked

“It’s not over. There’s still lots of firsts ahead of you.” “There’s one I’d love more than others.” “Then carpe fucking diem—” Valentino’s heart-shaped lips shut me the fuck up.

That means there’s still one Decker living their life, unaware it’s their End Day.

america, i'm scared. IS IT SCARLETT ORRRR ORION ORRR DALMA?

There’s such a range, between Linkin Park and Alicia Keys and Evanescence and Death Cab for Cutie and Carlos Santana and Celine Dion and Eve and the Pussycat Dolls.

me and my bipolar music taste

Has today been my End Day too?

shouldn't we live like this each day

“Of course it isn’t, Glo.”

glorilla mention.

You shouldn’t be with someone who might be your cause of death.

facts, rolando

“Love is a superpower,” his father had said. “It’s one we all have, but it’s not a superpower you’ll always be able to control. It’ll get harder when you get older too. Don’t be scared if you find yourself loving someone you’re not expecting to. If it’s right, it’s right.”

Rufus . . . Mateo really likes that name. It’s not one he hears enough, but it’s nice.

The lore is crazy

But once we’re both fully naked, we stare at each other with the biggest smiles.

us iykyk ;)