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I know something’s off when I walk into my apartment. Our apartment. Mine and Drake’s. The air smells stale, like none of the windows have been opened all weekend. The clock’s broken too. The hands are exactly on twelve fifteen. I feel like I’m frozen in time. It’s creepy. I tighten my fingers on the sparkly yellow suitcase rattling behind me. The luggage doesn’t exactly scream ‘ambitious pencil pusher crawling up the corporate ladder’, but the long and pretentious title applies to me. Even if no one acknowledges it. It’s seven o’clock on Monday morning and I just returned from my first
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I swivel directions and head toward her bedroom. Then I smell it. That… It’s Drake’s cologne. I’d be able to pick it out in a crowd because I’m the one who got him his first set. He loves it and douses it on liberally wherever he goes. My fingers tighten on the bag of strawberries and grapes. The rustling sound is soft, like the wind rushing through the trees, but the groaning that comes from Sasha’s room is loud. And breathy. And way too low to be a sign of pain. It finally dawns on me. What I heard outside—the sound that made me barge into my sister’s place uninvited—was not an ‘I’ve fallen
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Can’t stop the pounding in my head that urges me to keep going even if it hurts. I have to see. Have to know. I push the door with my hand. It opens slowly. Oh. Oh, my go— The bag of fruits falls out of my hand. Grapes and strawberries roll through the room, scattering like teardrops on the floor. I gasp, terrified by the sight of my sister on top of my boyfriend. I can’t see what body parts are sticking into each other because a blanket is draped over their hips, but I can guess by the way they’re moving that they’re not exactly praying under there. “Yes,” Sasha is bawling. “Drake…” Drake?
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It hurts. Damn. The whites of his eyes threaten to overtake everything else as he stares at me like he wants to climb under a rock. Pain rattles through my chest. I can’t breathe. I can’t freaking think. Flight or fight? The instincts roar inside my head. Should I grab the umbrella and go mad? Should I offer my sister and jerk of an ex-boyfriend a lashing they’ll never forget? “Kenya, I can explain,” Sasha says, her voice tight. All at once, I’m too overwhelmed to keep standing there in a room that smells like sweat and lovemaking. I need out. I need air. I pump my arms and try to run, but my
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My phone rings. It’s Walt from work. “You need to come in now,” Walt says without so much as a greeting. I stare unseeingly at the horizon, the cell phone to my ear. My arms hurt. My head. My heart. “Do you hear me, Kenya? Someone very important is visiting today and you need to be here to—” “I understand.” He makes a choked sound and probably wants to scold me, but I don’t give him the chance. I hang up on him and drift to the bus stop, my eyes on the ground and my body extremely numb. The world passes me by and I don’t really register a thing. Somehow, I get on a bus and get off on the right
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“This is the sales associate who attended the workshop?” Hercules frowns. His expression lingers on me, making it hard to keep my balance. One eyebrow arches higher than the other as if I’m expected to curtsy or kiss his hand. Are all men this obnoxious? I fold my arms over my chest and meet the jerkface’s stare head-on. Running out the door with my tail between my legs is only going to happen once today. Once. His regard turns even icier. If I were a little more like myself, I would have glanced down to check if my zipper were open or if I had something on my face. But I’m not in my right
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Kenya, why don’t you calm down and come with me?” Walt mumbles. “I’m not going anywhere with you.” I give the jerk a floppy wave. “I’m here to work, so if you’ll excuse me…” “Freeze.” I go still. Not because the stranger’s command is that powerful—which it kind of is—but because I can’t believe he just said that. Freeze? As if we’re playing cops and robbers and you’re the hero who came to save the day? Is this narcissist for real? Does he think he’s my boss or something? Before I can string all the colorful four-letter words in my mind together and fling them at him like an atomic bomb, the
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Her bun tilts at an awkward angle from the force of her head whip. She massages her wrist as Walt drags her to HR. My eyes fasten on the way she cradles her arm. Is she injured? A flash of regret strikes me, but I get rid of it fast. If she was in pain, she could have spoken up like a mature adult rather than scream and snap like a lunatic. I have no time for tirades and that woman seems to be full of them. What do you know about working hard? The ignorant ones are always the loudest. I guarantee I’ve sacrificed more in my life than she could ever know. She’s welcome to keep her narrow-minded
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The other conclusion is, of course, that something about me brings out the tigress in this woman. A valid theory. And it’s not one-sided. Something inside me responded to her sharp glares and her even sharper tongue. It was raw, carnal and completely uncontrollable. Frightening, really. It’s been a while since a woman has made me feel anything. Not since Claire… But that’s different. She’s nothing like Claire. Not at all. And yet an electric current swam through my veins when Kenya Jones shot her verbal poisoned darts at me. Even now, there’s no hiding my interest. There’s something about that
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I slip a hand into my pocket and glance at the empty hallway. Walt and Miss Jones have disappeared. Ezekiel’s low voice echoes behind me. “She doesn’t take to you.” “The feeling is mutual.” Sort of. I take to her body. If that counts. “Should I tell them there’s a change of plans?” Ezekiel arches a bushy grey eyebrow. His chin is as pointy as his nose which protrudes noticeably and is a little crooked thanks to a fight he’s never told me about. “Change of plans?” I frown. He blinks steadily at me as if I should know. As if he doesn’t have the energy or the inclination to spell it out. “Why
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On the way to Fine Industries, I open my phone and thumb through Kenya Jones’s employee files once more. A Lit major. I wonder if she was disappointed when the only job she could get after graduation was at a department store. Working as a store clerk seems like a steep departure from her major. Perhaps it was intentional. I don’t know. Ezekiel’s phone rings. He answers brusquely. “Walt. Yes? Yes.” His stony eyes meet mine as he turns to look over his shoulder. “She won’t be fired?” “You know the answer.” “Walt’s asking.” No he’s not. “I won’t repeat myself.” Ezekiel sighs like a parent tired
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Sizzle sashays toward me after Ezekiel closes the door. She’s a tall, slim woman. Her green dress drips with elegance. She’s got an Old Hollywood flair that’s hard to fake and even harder to hold on to. Sizzle’s waning popularity made her almost obsolete but, for my purposes, she’s well worth her hefty endorsement check. Fine Industries isn’t looking to serve young adults who praise the latest social media stars. Our data has ruled that the younger generation are, increasingly, living at home to avoid the rising cost of home ownership. Folks in their mid-thirties to upper fifties, the
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I comb over the numbers with precision. I’m known for being unbending, rigid and demanding of all technicians. ‘Impossible standards’ is the feedback. But a high salary and great benefits means a low turnover rate. There are always enough hands on the wheel, even if I rarely take mine away. Control. I don’t have an easy time letting go of it. It’s why Fine Industries has a reputation for excellence. And it’s also why I feel more and more drained every day.
“Sorry to barge in.” It’s a voice that does not belong to my executive assistant. I turn slowly. There’s a limited amount of people permitted entrance to my office. Kayla Humes is one of those people. She prances into the room and shuts the door. Her straight ponytail swings like a pendulum. Back and forth. Back and forth. As precise and cutthroat as she is. Kayla’s about five years younger, but I admire her achievements as if she’s my senior. Her matchmaking business is one that completely baffles me. I would never expect her matchmaking strategy to be relevant in this day and age. Apps and
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“Make It Marriage is not an escort service. It’s not a friends-with-benefits service. And you wouldn’t need my help with that anyway.” She scans me, her nose scrunching. “I’m sure you have plenty of opportunities.” “Is that a compliment?” “That is an objective opinion based on my many years as a matchmaker.” I cut her some slack. “You know I have more to consider.” My eyes slide to a photograph on the desk. My only one. The ice around my stone-cold heart melts at just the sight of her. Belle. My reason for living. Her long brown hair is dancing in the breeze and her gap-toothed grin beams at
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“It doesn’t matter how good her resume is, an attitude like that is tough to work with.” “Her resume is not that impressive either,” Ezekiel mutters. I slant him a who’s side are you on look. “She’s got a good track record.” “And not an MBA in sight.” I frown at him. “I didn’t expect you of all people to be so stuffy.” “You’re the one who created the rules. The only applications you’ve ever considered are those with awards and degrees from top universities.” Kayla lowers her voice. “Does she have something on you, Holland?” “She has practical skills and the ability to triple sales in any store
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“If I leave, it takes the heat off Belle’s Beauty, preserves the Baby Box deal and it allows us both to quell the rumors in a big way. No one can accuse you of being a predatory boss if you’re no longer signing my paychecks.” “What do you mean ‘leave?’ Leave the company?” I glance away. “The country.” “Hell no.” His cheeks turn a mottled red. “I’m not letting you go anywhere.” I bristle. “You don’t dictate where I go, Alistair.” “You know sure as hell that they’re poaching you just to get to me.” “So now I can’t be acknowledged for my skills?” “Stop twisting my words,” he spits. “Why are you
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My whole brain is on fire. No amount of headache reliever pills or booze can fix it. I’m straddling a tightrope and, right beneath me, is an ocean of shark-infested waters. It feels like I’m going to topple to my death at any moment. I stare at the email that just crawled into my inbox and tighten my fists. To: Holland Alistair cc. Human Resources Director From: Kenya Jones Subject: Official Resignation To whom it may concern, Due to an unexpected opportunity, I regret to inform you that I will be resigning from my position as Belle’s Beauty Sales Manager. I would like to use my vacation
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“Did you see the email?” He swallows nervously. “What would you like me to do? The HR director is asking. This isn’t how we normally process resignations.” My eyes lift to his. “Give her the vacation days.” His face goes ashen. He barrels close to my desk, moving faster than I’ve ever seen him. “Alistair.” Stubbornness winds across my chest, burrowing deep into the pain that hid away when Claire left me behind. It’s a different kind of anguish. Different because Kenya’s still alive but she’s choosing not to be with me. She’s choosing to leave. It’s like getting clawed in the face over and over
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the opportunity she’s referring to the one at Baby Box?” Ezekiel grinds out. I scrape my hands over my face, suddenly weary. “I don’t know. Probably.” “Is she really leaving the country?” I keep my mouth shut. Ezekiel releases a breath. His eyes bore into me like twin skewers. “She won’t go if you ask her. For some crazy reason that I’ll never figure out, she loves you, Alistair. She’s not the type of woman who’ll run around shooting out flowery words, but she does. She stayed right by your side, even when you were pushing her to the limits. At first, she had something to prove to herself. To
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But I also want you to know that I will burn the world down if it’ll keep you warm.
“I’ll accept the ferns on a few conditions.” “Name it.” “You lend me your office to use after hours. I’m thinking of writing a book about all that’s gone on in the past few weeks, but my apartment is too noisy. I worked the best when I was in the Fine Building, and I want to see if my muse finds me again.” Kenya Jones? Back in my office? In my sight again? After hours? “Done.” She laughs. “I don’t want to sneak around the office anymore. Whenever I come in, you keep the door open.” “No way.” “Alistair.” “You want all my employees to see me ravishing you?” Her fingers tighten on my neck. Her
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“Ready to go?” I nod. He takes me outside to wait for Bernard and I cuddle into his chest. The stars are bright. The trees tower overhead. He strokes my forehead and presses a kiss to my temple. “I’m proud of you.” “What else?” I tease. “I love you.” My smile grows. His eyes caress me. “I love you, Kenya. I love you a little more with every breath that passes. And I’ll make sure you never regret being a part of my family.” He cradles my face. “I promise to always support you, lift you up, fight for you—” “And with me?” His eyes fall over my lips. “Only if you push me.” “I love you,” I whisper.
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