The truth was, I was embarrassed: as dazzling as it was to haunt the living, it was contemptible too. The ego it took to manifest on earth was reprehensible. Why make such a big song and dance about one individual destiny, even if it happened to be mine? My claim of ownership over Gracie’s life was mortifying. To remain in a place where I no longer materially existed was pathetic. It’s always humiliating to admit your utter selfishness. Every accusation that ‘you only ever think of yourself’ is absolutely true. This is an uncomplicated matter. Ask the question: cui bono? (who benefits?), and
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