There’s no mistaking the feelings that have begun flapping away in my chest. Yet I can’t find it in myself to run and hide from them. I realize now that I actually want them. I want her. Not just for one night, but for every night. I don’t want to drive her home after having her in my bed, making it smell like her. I want to fall asleep beside her warm, naked body and make her breakfast in the morning. I’m not a cook, but I can try. I want to learn her every quirk and flaw. I want to hear about every important moment in her life, good or bad, I don’t care. I just want to know her. She deserves
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