“You can have a death wish all you want, but if you’re going to hurt yourself, you’ll hurt me too.” “I can’t.” Tears swell in my eyes, slowly rolling down my cheeks. “The last thing you need is to hurt yourself even more, Lily. So, if you feel like needing to hurt something, hurt me,” he says. “No.” “You’ll hurt me either way, which, isn’t your fault, but still. Might as well use my body right from the start.”