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April 5 - April 10, 2024
I must have been drunker than I realized because all I remember is how well he tied his cravat and how perfectly his coat fit him.
Is it true he enjoys the company of both men and women? And yes, I’m being indelicate and don’t you dare lecture me for it.
You are the first person I think of now when I see poetry. I shall continue to gift you with such volumes. You cannot stop me.
Is it possible no one has shown you how to experience London properly? If this is so, please tell me at once and I shall make it my personal mission to instruct you.
“That is decidedly not true. I simply have no plans to marry for convenience. When I find someone dear enough to me, I will most certainly make a declaration. Has that rumor concerned you, darling? How sweet.”
“Is it true you enjoy the company of both men and women?” You must know I was truly medicated to have had the gall to ask him that. “I suppose you mean intimately rather than socially?” I frowned at him, confused. He grinned. “Let us say I find both to be lovely. Does that answer your question?”
Kentworthy was dreadfully nervous when he fed the medicine to me. I tell you, Gerry, his hand was positively trembling. I have never seen him so unnerved. Except, I suppose, when I jumped into Peerless Pond. Oh, and when I started to fall ill. Good God, how do I manage to always upset the poor man’s calm? On the other hand, he did look excessively pleased when I started to feel better. It almost made taking the antidote worth it. Almost.
I will say, however, one does not usually keep vigil at a friend’s bedside for nearly a month—and at Christmastime—if one does not care deeply for the person. I would even hazard a guess that he loves you.
if you trust Mr. Kentworthy as much as you claim, why do you not trust his judgment where you are concerned?
village is too small to provide varied company. So even though I am fully aware there are people who discover they fall outside the lines of the gender they’ve been taught to believe, and there are people who are neither men nor women, and there are people who fluctuate between genders, I’ve never met anyone from any of those categories.
Kentworthy took a deep breath. “Understood.” “And if this boy is not married by the Season’s start, he’s going under my wing.” I was much alarmed by this, but Kentworthy merely looked thoughtful. “Can we not settle for engaged, Your Grace?” They scoffed. “Do you think you can manage it?” “I certainly hope so.”
“Yes, I know. He made me take up boxing.” “He told me,” Finlington said with a grin. “Between you and me, my sweet, I would guess that was due partly to ensure you were getting sufficient exercise and partly to see more of your adorable person.” I’m sure I was blushing bright red at this.
It was mortifying, Gerry. To have to tell someone such a thing. In the street. In public. In broad daylight. It does not bear thinking of. I had it all planned out in my head how I should say the words to him. Everything was going horribly wrong. I looked at my feet. “Not here, Charles,” I said. He lifted my chin gently. “Please tell me,” he said. “What did Hampstead realize?” I swallowed. “That I love you, Charles.” Charles smiled that beautiful broad grin of his. “Darling,”
His grin widened. “I came back to London with no other intention than to ask for your hand. We can make it a long engagement, so you have time to get accustomed to the idea. Will you have me, my darling?”
“But, Charles?” He ran a hand through my hair. “Yes, my heart?” “Why?” “Because I love you, impossible man.”
“You really do tell her everything, don’t you? Do you talk of me often in your letters?” I laughed. “As a matter of fact, Charles, I talk of precious little else.” Then I kissed him. Affectionately, Gavin
I am certain you played a large role in my current happiness. So, thank you, dear, dear Gerry, for every letter you sent to your brother at Half Moon Street. With love, Your future brother-in-law (my word, darling, but it feels so good to write that!), Charles Kentworthy