I feel so refreshed I want to show it off. I don’t know if I’ve ever felt gravity pressing down on me just right as I do right now. If I keep feeling like this I just might float away, hahaha. But I get ahold of myself. I’ve decided this is enough. Happiness is an incredibly rare and dangerous emotion. I’m someone who can’t bear the fall from happiness to despair. I need a safety net to prepare for it since the higher I climb, the greater my injuries will be when I fall. That’s what’s so frightening. You never know when an iron mace will beat you out of your drunken happiness, casting you into
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