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October 2 - October 2, 2025
His minty fresh breath smacked me in my face as I got caught up looking into his bright orange eyes.
“Can I have you?” He asked me, peeling off his fitted and white tee. “Like really have you?”
It’d been so long since I was touched by a nigga. I wanted to give him the pussy in the worst way. If that’s what he meant, shit, he could definitely have me.
“Just trust me, Shadow. One day you’re gonna wake up and see things for what they really are. One day you’re gonna feel more alive than ever. Don’t ever think about killing yourself again. Just trust that what I’m saying is real. Everything is gon’ work out.”
Something told me that I wouldn’t be seeing or feeling Jaxson anymore and I prayed to God that I didn’t.
“Damn, I wish I could have this shit forever.” He grunted and sucked on my neck.
“Because I’m a fucking ghost, Shadow!” He shouted at me and faded in and out like Casper. I jumped back and fell off the damn bed.
“Honestly, I can’t explain it either honestly.” Ghost told me. “All I know is I was sent down here to turn someone’s life around since I was never given the chance. Next thing I know, boom. I’m plopped right in front of your car the other day.”
“And that’s exactly why I didn’t what you to off yourself that night.”
“Exactly! I’m here to help you open up again. I’m here to help you remember the old you before the pain settled in. I’m here to help you live, Shadow.”
“This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him, there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin. If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.”
“Promise me that you’ll never forget me no matter what. Ugh, fuck!” Ghost growled
