floodgates of random thoughts had been opened. My mind was full of reflections that I had not entertained in the longest time. I was surprised at how some distant memories, some not-so-pleasant experiences from the past, and even sweet nostalgia flooded my awareness. Sudden flashes from that fateful morning in September came rushing in as if they had been waiting backstage for their time in the spotlight. It was undeniable and painful. For over three years, I had kept pushing those thoughts aside, distracting myself with the next thing as soon as the thoughts even attempted to cross my mind.
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