We’re just toying with this idea of sex, both of us basically expressing that we want it but holding back for Beau’s sake. Which I can handle. I never saw that desire coming, but I figured it would pass and I could resist. But the way Emerson makes me feel. The way I feel about him. How my heart seems to almost expand in his presence, the way I like myself more when I’m around him. How I want to be the only girl in the world he ever sets eyes on again. I’m falling hard for Emerson Grant. I’m so fucked.
