But I see the picture differently now than I did as a child. Now I look at them and I see how young they were. I see love, and I see fear, and everything the years will take. They have so much ahead. They have no idea what is ahead. They were young, then they were old, now they are dead. The feeling strikes me unmistakably. The feeling strikes me as a surprise. Now they are dead. They are dead. I am alive.
