The Wife Before
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when Roland asked me to marry him five months after moving in with him, I said yes.
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We were living a dream, so by the time I had room to think, it was already too late.
T Divine’s Reading Corner
Girl what
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“I own a mansion just outside of Sageburg. There are less eyes there.
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But I was sure there was more to Roland that I didn’t know.
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a burgundy shed. I frowned at it. There were two windows on either side and a rocky path led to it.
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“What’s that for?” I asked, pointing at the shed.
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“Melanie’s,” was all he said and I frowned, confused. “It was her she-shed.
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She didn’t want to move here at all, at first. I met her in North Carolina.”
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“Yeah. She lived in Raleigh, so it didn’t really snow much there.”
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She left her hometown and everything else behind to be with him.
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How the hell was I supposed to compete with that? How was I supposed to be better than the wife before?
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Why did these photos suddenly concern me?
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had this unsettling feeling rooted deep in my gut.
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number “1” engraved on the spine in gold. The journals were thick,
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word Confessions embedded in a threadlike gold font.
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Before I knew it, I was completely riveted.
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When did everything between me and Roland go wrong? I’ve been asking myself this a lot lately.
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“If a man looks back when you meet him, he’s interested.”
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And that’s when I fell in love with him. He was so bold. So daring. So confident. So . . . perfect. And he was one hell of a kisser.
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But I had so many questions. Why was she asking when her marriage went wrong? How could it have gone wrong?
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They were happy and in love. He loved her and she loved him, right?
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Had Roland read them? Had his mother? Had anyone?
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She was a voracious reader.”
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“Why so many questions about her tonight?”
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Miley is my sister . . . and she has issues. A lot of them.
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Miley would have taken one look at Roland and ruined everything good that we had.
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And as promised I checked on her every single day, but I didn’t tell Roland about it. Nor had I told him I even had a sister in town.
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“And it says you’ve been making monthly payments to Stone Creek Apartments. Wanna tell me about that?”
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You’ve been so absent lately, coming home late, not answering your phone, and whenever you do, you always sound like you’re too busy to talk to me.”
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She has an addiction problem.
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I’d only just met his cousin and knew nothing about him.
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“You don’t want that guy to move in, do you?” Miley asked. “No, I don’t.”
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Drugs weren’t the only thing Miley was addicted to. She was also addicted to love.
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“Roland tells me you two were like brothers. What was that like?”
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His momma and mine had an on-going feud that I never understood.
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But she became distant and I don’t want that with you, Samira.
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And now look at her. Dead.
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I was thinking of making digital prints and selling them online.
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You are a much better wife to him. Nicer on the eyes too.”
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After the way Yadira looked at me, I decided not to go back into the mansion with the journals.
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“You found them?”
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“Why else would you be following me around? Interrogating me? Gaslighting your sister? Just admit to me and to yourself that you want me—that you’ve wanted me since I first showed up.” “I don’t want you.” “Well, I want you.” “Why?”
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you need to be gone.
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Did Dylan have something to do with Melanie driving over that cliff? Did he do something to her?
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Right! I feAr he did
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“What do I get out of it?” I clasped his face in my hands. “Me.” “But you’re not mine. You’re Roland’s.”
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But I noticed that as the days passed and shifted into weeks, Roland was changing. He was becoming bitter,
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Every single guy was like this, even my own husband.
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our connection had changed. Or maybe I had changed.
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I was no longer in love with Roland.
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He was just a man lying next to me, one I didn’t know anymore and one I didn’t want to learn about again.