“If I start now, I will not be able to stop. I want Lilia Aranova to suffer. She is too rotten for quick death.” Kirill gives his friend a baffled look. “Then let me make her suffer.” “She is to suffer at my hands,” Elyah snarls, rounding on him.
He still loves her of course. ARGH - this shit is killing me - He things she betrayed him, and she thinks he betrayed her... FML I hate --- HATTEEE miscommunication tropes. .

