“Because! I don’t know how I got this way. It’s such a stupid thing to happen to someone’s body. Like I’m so emotionally unstable that my fear is manifesting itself into a physical disorder? I’m so scared that it will hurt, so scared to disappoint my parents, so scared that if I give away my virginity I’ll have nothing left of value. And now my body won’t even let me give up my virginity. That’s so . . . dumb.”
