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by
T.L. Smith
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May 19 - May 22, 2023
“Put me down,” I scream out, my hands banging on his back. “No can do.” He slaps my ass to quieten me, but I just scream louder. “I like it when they scream. Tell me, will you like it when I make you scream?”
Gathering up my wits, I remove my eyes from his cock and say, “I want to go home.” “No can do, lollipop.” My brows scrunch at his words. Lollipop? Who the fuck calls someone that?
My parents taught me at a young age that beauty is what you perceive it to be, so if you have a thought going around in your brain that you need to change something, you will focus on it and focus on it until you hate it. I hated my body when I couldn’t carry a child. But slowly, I’m starting to love her again. Even after I blamed her, caused her pain, she is still me and I am still her. And I only have this one body, so I best be good to her.
“Do you want to suck my cock to tide you over?” My cheer dies at his words and by the look on his face, I can see he’s serious. I’m so shocked at his words I feel mortified. Who speaks like that? But two can play that game. “Only if you lick me first.” I expect him to shake his head and tell me no.
Better yet, I just had sex with a man who shot my husband. Or, should I say, ex-husband. Shit.
“You want to be my dirty little slut, lollipop?”
“Little slut,” I say to her as she breaks the kiss, coming on my cock with a screaming moan. She likes dirty words. Maybe I should keep her as my little whore. To fuck whenever I want. But as I look into her eyes, her forehead coming to lean on mine, I know I can’t keep her. She was never mine to have in the first place.
“You want all these people to watch while I fuck you, my dirty little slut?”
“Sailor …” I turn back around at my name. “I think you could rule a fucking kingdom if you tried.” He gets into his car, and I can’t help the smile that gets stuck on my face and won’t leave.
It’s those black butterflies, I tell you. And those chained hands, that never seem to break, no matter how hard I try to pull away from him when he is around.
