especially Christians, especially women, have near-endless lists of things we’re not allowed to think and feel, things we’re never supposed to admit. Hunger and anger are at the top of that list. Jealousy. Rage. Despair. We’ve been told so often that other people have it so much worse, that we really have nothing to complain about, that we have to push through the pain. All those refrains for so long, and it’s no wonder I can’t feel anything except neck pain. I’ve been training all my life to pretend I’m fine and have let my body suffer for it.
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