personal. I don’t understand it.” What I also found unbelievably cruel was the way that suicide, mental health, drinking, and addiction problems were being lobbed to reporters so casually and in such a way as to humiliate, not help, me. What if I had actually been struggling with addiction or was suicidal? For an administration that had worked so hard on issues of addiction and mental health, it was an irony I still feel disgusted by.
Background: Meadows turned a caring accident into a suicide attempt and despite promising that the accident wouldn't get out, press members told her that Meadows was trying hard to leak it to them. They all declined because they believed her.
It's not worth describing the "incident" except that I also believe it.

