Perfectionism tells us that our mistakes and failures are personal defects, so we either avoid trying new things or we barely recover every time we inevitably fall short.
Perfectionism is a disease that stems from our relationship with others. If we can center ourselves maybr perfectionsim will go away?
The Perfectionist composer may think he is in control, but in reality he is controlled by the audience he must perform for. He worries bout their rection to his art, and cares more about what other people think then what he thinks.
The perfectionist composer wants to be in control instead of accepting what is.