“Malin, my mom, Zale, they all made me believe I wanted it. As if I wanted Malin to touch me when I was young, like I needed to be purified and that each member wanted to die in order to ascend. I was on drugs, I didn’t know who was in front of me. I swear, I didn’t fucking know,” I struggle to get the words out, choking on my own heaving breaths while I face this.
Oh baby grl
