“It hurting all the time and I cyah feel it, I cyah let mehself feel it, ’cause then ah go break in so many pieces, yuh could never find enough of me to put back together. How yuh expect me to go fight, be out there facing these people who doh care if we alive or if we dead, they killing us all the time and is ah game to them. All we doing is throwing more and more of us into their damn teeth. Fuh what? Fuh hope?”