The Woman in the Library

by Sulari Gentill

“Open me carefully…” —Emily Dickinson, “Intimate Letters”

To paraphrase Spider-Man: With great readership comes great responsibility.

Writing in the Boston Public Library had been a mistake. It was too magnificent. One could spend hours just staring at the ceiling in the Reading Room. Very few books have been written with the writer’s eyes cast upwards. It judged you, that ceiling, looked down on you in every way. Mocked you with an architectural perfection that couldn’t be achieved by simply placing one word after another until a structure took shape. It made you want to start with grand arcs, to build a magnificent framework into which the artistic detail would be written—a thing of vision and symmetry and cohesion. But that, sadly, isn’t the way I write.

And so we go to the Map Room to found a friendship, and I have my first coffee with a killer.

I know the repeated rejections are a rite of passage, Hannah, but, honestly, it hurts. I don’t know if I’m strong enough for this business. It must be wonderful to be at that stage where you’ve paid your dues, where you know that whatever you write now, it will at least be seriously considered. This stage just feels like a ritual humiliation.

“Have you…have you always written romance?” “Yes, and what’s more, so have you. The mystery writers, the historical novelists, the political thriller writers, the science fiction writers…everybody but the people who write instruction manuals is writing romance. We dress our stories up with murders, and discussions about morality and society, but really we just care about relationships.” “You can’t be serious. You’re saying Stephen King writes romances?” “Yes, ma’am!” Leo sits back in the sofa. “The killer clown is entertaining and all that, but what we’re really interested in is whether the fat kid gets the pretty girl.”