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A year ago, I was a different person. Happy, normal, and content with my life. I couldn’t think of one thing I would’ve changed about my life, but now, if I could, I’d change it all.
No one here knows me, the real me, and it’s going to stay that way.
Little do they know, I notice everything and everyone.
Ok wallflower <3
Girls like it when I look at them, and their dads don’t.
The smart move would’ve been to never sell illegal guns in the first place, but what did I know?
I would help people, save lives instead of ending them.
I don’t think a person ever gets used to being hated.
“Get out of the way. You’re holding up the line,”
This would be my 13th reason
You’re at the bottom of the pole. You’re the dirt beneath the feet of everyone else here. You mean nothing to anyone.
OMGFHWISBXBOAQM
For the past year, everything around me has been chaos. I couldn’t protect the people I love… I was so helpless. I had no power over anything, but right now, at this very moment, I’m in charge. I, and only I, decide what happens next.
It was never this serious
“Do you ever shut up?” He shakes his head. “Talking will be the downfall of your entire family. Your father didn’t know when to shut up, and as it turns out, you don’t either.”
OMG IMM GAGGING
“What I want are your screams, your tears. I want you weak and immobile. I want you begging me to stop while I take and take until there’s nothing left to take.”
I’ve been spending way too much time studying Aspen’s social media, which is seriously lacking.
CAN THIS MAN STOP ROASTING
Afraid of me shutting down and never resurfacing.
I need something to anchor me, something I can control.
“You have a bathroom. Wash your clothes in the sink.”
I WOULD FUUCKING JUMP OF THE ROOF
“I really want to choke you out again, so I can do with your body whatever I want to without you fighting or talking.”
HELLO 911
We’re enemies, and that will never, ever change.
“Sometimes, being who you are has perks,”
“Only if I get her first.”
I HATE MEN
I’m in control. Everything happens because I say so. This is my game, my rules.
People want me dead, and since they can’t kill me, they’ll do much worse things.
For a single moment, my heart stops, and I’m frozen in time.
If she dies today, her blood will be on my hands.
I can’t feel bad for her, even if none of this is her fault.
Men brain no work istg
This isn’t about control. There is something deeper here, something heartbreaking.
The only good thing about having my period is that I know I’m not pregnant
Girlhood <3
“Pretend you don’t want me. In fact, pretend for both of us because now that I’ve had a taste of you, I don’t know if I can ever go back.”
“Even if I wanted to, I can’t like her.
As fucked up as it is, she is my missing piece. The calm to my storm, the virtue to my wickedness.
If I allow us to think we aren’t enemies inside this bedroom, then who’s to say those feelings won’t follow us outside of it.
Aspen is no longer my solution. She is the enemy,
Ok he is doing to much
Fear immobilizes you. It consumes you even when you don’t want it to.
There is no way she survived a crash like that, yet I somehow hold on to the hope that she did because the thought of her dying because of me kills me.
