The entire ride I feel nauseous. I can’t get out of here fast enough. But how do I convince Jamie? He isn’t like me. I know he’s sensitive and smart and I can probably persuade him, but how? He doesn’t see the world the way I had to. He had a supportive, loving mother. Friends he didn’t have to lie to for years. Jamie didn’t have to spend his life constantly thinking ahead and trying not to say anything that might give away that dark secret that no one is allowed to have. He doesn’t see the look Harvey Rosewood gave me or what it means.