Joyless (Alabaster Penitentiary #2)
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by Nyla K.
Read between May 22 - May 24, 2024
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It doesn’t count as being sneaky when the other party is in fact a two-timing whore.
Soleil Andrews
Hello???
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I’m teetering between gutted devastation and blinding rage.
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It be like that
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Immature? Yes. Chauvinistic? Probably. Not in any way healthy? Of course not.
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Yikes
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a piercing in his eyebrow and his nose, and tattoos on almost every bit of visible skin.
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So he’s hot? Got it.
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“Wanna come upstairs?” He asks, literally out of nowhere.
Soleil Andrews
Help?
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The city is like a living, breathing organism; a being with emotions and an appetite.
Soleil Andrews
CONCERT JUNGLE WET DREAM TOMATOOOO!
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his tongue is pierced too. Jesus fucking Christ…
Soleil Andrews
Yum
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My eyes are closed, screwed shut, but I know I have to open them. I’ll need to look at him eventually, a terrifying thought.
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Bro, at this point just play dead.
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I’m being scorched alive by embarrassment.
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This is a great description and I will be stealing it.
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He blinks down at me. I blink up at him.
Soleil Andrews
No thoughts, just air
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God, I am such a loser.
Soleil Andrews
Ick. I can’t hear a grown man call himself a loser
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She’s mucho loco.
Soleil Andrews
She’s much crazy? I think you meant to say “muy” there baby boy
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he has a Lucky Charms dick. It’s magically delicious.
Soleil Andrews
Jail.
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I’m officially a junkie for bi-curious guys.
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Always look out for family first, trust no outsiders, and you are your most valuable asset.
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being cut off from society… No bodegas or Grubhub. It’s rough, man. That and learning to disregard human suffering. That was a biggie,
Soleil Andrews
Lmao, yeah I can imagine 💀
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One of our assignments in the academy was to visit Rikers Island. And let’s just say, that place is a resort spa compared to Alabaster Penitentiary.
Soleil Andrews
I’m pretty sure there’s a gate to hell in Rikers, so that’s bone chilling information
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I’ve never been afraid of men. They’re humans, just like me. There’s no reason to fear them.
Soleil Andrews
That’s such a man thing to say. Like the privilege is REAL
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she makes a great Caipirinha, which is what I have now. These and mojitos are my favorite drinks. I like rum and lime together.
Soleil Andrews
Ahhh I love those! God I miss Brazil
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she makes a great Caipirinha, which is what I have now. These and mojitos are my favorite drinks. I like rum and lime together.
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Oh, you a little bit of me
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Why is that always my default? Slipping into the Daddy role so easily… I don’t want it. I mean, I do, but I don’t. It makes no sense, and I’m confused. For once I want to be the one who gets tossed around.
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It’s called being a switch babe
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I strutted up to a heavily guarded entrance with nothing but my good intentions.
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Um….
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Did he steal my sex toy and stuff his dick inside of it?
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Yup.
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“Did you steal that from my goddamn drawer, you perverted little monster?”
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Lmao
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He gives me an appraising look for a moment, staring at something I can’t fathom. He’s observing someone I don’t even know when he looks at me like this.
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That’s such an interesting experience to have
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His thumb slides along my lower lip before he takes his hand away, showing me a pleased smile. “Good boy.”
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The way I just looked at an invisible camera with wide eyes! Literally broke the fourth wall of my own reality just now. Now THIS is tewwww much! LMAOOO
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Am I giving off some kind of monogamous vibe? Does he think I’m incapable of casual sex?
Soleil Andrews
Yes and yes.
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I barely have to glance at it to know it’s coke. And as much as I’d rather not, I say fuck it and do a line. Because nothing really fucking matters anyway, right?
Soleil Andrews
That’s very Grace Church School of you
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Do I have a voyeur fetish? Or am I incapable of letting myself get close enough?
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Both?
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something about the rookie feels very un-casual.
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Yeahhh he’s not beating the allegations. Everyone thinking he mister monogamy 😭
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It’s Brenner. He’s crowding an inmate, and when he moves enough that I can see who it is, muscles tighten all over my body. Dash.
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Wait a damn minute…..
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“On your knees, #101,” He tries shoving Dash down by his shoulder, but Dash resists. “We’re gonna put that irresistible mouth of yours to work…” “Fuck you, fag,” Dash growls. “Come near me and I’ll bite your dick off.”
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So it wasn’t all psychosis?!?!! Oh FUCKKKKK
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Brenner pulls the Taser off his holster and presses it up to Dash’s neck.
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Okay this part makes sense because I had no idea how Dash could imagine being tased without ever having previously known the sensation. Like that’s crazy even for him
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When I glance at Dash, he’s backed up on his little cot mattress, staring at the floor. It doesn’t look like he’s processing what’s going on here. My brow furrows as I stare at him. He’s not even blinking. “Dash?” I whisper, leaning in. I snap my fingers in front of his face. No response. He’s out of it.
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The fact I know he’s hallucinating sucking Kemps dick rn is sending me
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I gave Kang an iPod last year, and the thing is still going strong.
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I would actually cry if I were kang. Because the idea of never hearing music again would make me lose my mind
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“Why’d you stab me??” “Because snitches get stitches.” He grins. “Or in your case, superglue.”
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Sir.
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“You just… stabbed that inmate.” An uncontrollable chuckle comes out with my words.
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Jail
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This place is more like an asylum than a goddamn prison.
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It’s irritating to me that the kid is so good-looking, considering he’s a cold-blooded murderer.
Soleil Andrews
It be like that. I love a little sexy-scary combo though
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“Reznikov! Calm the fuck down.” But he just won’t… Or he can’t. He’s panicking, out of breath and shivering so hard his teeth are chattering. So I do the first thing that comes to mind. I take out my Glock and I whack him over the head with the butt, knocking him out cold.
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Now why my dumb ass thought he was gonna give him a hug or sum?🫢😭
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there’s clearly something very wrong with him.
Soleil Andrews
Not too much on dash now…
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Maybe he won’t remember what he saw down there…
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Oh he will.
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Velle is allergic to relationships, you know that. He’s actively trying to purge himself of Rook, and it clearly isn’t working.” “Well, maybe he needs the both of you, then,”
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I BEEN SAYING THIS!
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I’ve been here for so damn long, a slave to The Ivory in order to protect my family, and yet it’s never enough. It won’t be… Until he’s gone.
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I actually can’t believe no one’s killed him yet…. Or at least tried to
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“How are you today, Officer Chevelle?” “Fine…” Velle grunts, this low, raucous tone that gives me chills. “Yea you are.” Rook smirks
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Lol
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it matches his complexion. Where I’m sort of darker caramel, he’s like butterscotch,
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Are yall not both white men? Cause those are very brown colors you’re describing…
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it’s like he’s thrilled. I suppose he is, never having done anything like this before.
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Damn, let my man live😭
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“Daddy me,” I whimper
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Help.
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“It makes my skin smooth,” he tells me, about the lotion.
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Yes, everyone should use lotion. I will die on this hill.
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“No.” He stands his ground. “Tell me why.” “Back the fuck up, rookie, or I’ll have to waste you.”
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Leave it to a man to disappoint you…
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