I don’t deserve love… do I? With everyone who came before him, I loved the idea of keeping them more than I actually loved them. I’m not so sure that’s the case anymore… Because this man, this deeply complex, intelligent, gorgeous human, is the Want I’ve always dreamed of. With real flesh, and warm blood in his veins that dribbles when I cut him… He’s perfect, and that’s terrifying, because I know he’ll leave me. I know I don’t deserve Love.

