Rush wrapped an arm around me as we walked back to the car. “Sorry for the interruption, Firecracker,” he said into my hair. I laughed without humor. “You switch gears so fast it’s almost scary.” “Does it scare you?” “No,” I said honestly. What scared me was that it didn’t. What scared me was that I was already used to this kind of lifestyle, and it would be easy to get used to them.