We were friends before we ever had a relationship, but I think we’ve reached the point of no return for that now. I don’t know why I can’t simply let him go. It isn’t as easy as people make it seem. Letting go takes a lot of time, indecisiveness, and fuck ups before you can officially walk away and feel done. I’m not there yet, and I guess that’s okay, even though I’m wishing that I were.