“I’m not going to lie to you,” I say quietly, “I’m going to tell you the truth. I’m going to tell you that I want to keep you here. I’m going to tell you that I like you, possibly more than I’ve ever liked anyone before. I’m going to tell you that I can’t say anything like goodbye because it hurts too much. I’m going to tell you that I care about you. I’m going to tell you that this dark world is the most beautiful I have ever seen, and that… that it’s beautiful because of you. I’m going to
