I need this. I need the distance this will create. I need her to understand how she’s been making me feel. All this time I’ve been hoping that eventually she’d change her mind about us, but she won’t. I saw the way she kissed Sam tonight, and I get it now. I lost her. She and I might have history, and she might be a little nostalgic when she’s around me, but that isn’t love, and it’s time I realize it. It’s time I take a step back, before I destroy what little of my heart is left.
