She said Ronan and Elsa see her, but she couldn’t be any more wrong. She doesn’t even see herself. Not like I do. I see her when she’s a mess, when she’s fake, when she forces herself to laugh and just be there. I see her even when she refuses to fucking see herself. I’d hoped that the moment I was out of here and stopped fucking seeing her altogether, it would be all over, but this is a lot worse than I initially thought.
