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Life felt like hell because we expected it to feel like heaven.
I need her to hurt me because pain covers up pain, and if I feel one, I won’t feel the other. I need her to push back down what tries to crop back up.
People assumed I behaved strictly on impulse, when actually, it required quite a bit of strategy to be this fucked up.
I loved making her uncomfortable. Mind-fucks were sometimes more fun than actual fucking.
“Because pain in the body quiets the pain in the head. It feels good, like a kill switch for your brain.
“This is black,” he said. “Fear, falling, release. Excitement, risk, danger.”
God, please, someone fuck me in the ass.
Kai walked over, and I rolled my eyes so far back in my head I almost saw my brain.
“The only thing you’re proof of is that not all males grow up to be men.”
I knew without a doubt that this was who I would’ve been if I hadn’t become me. If I hadn’t learned to cope with pain in all the worst ways growing up in that house and denied taking any responsibility for the man I became.
“Because if there’s one thing they know about revenge, Damon, it’s that it won’t feel nearly as good as her love will.”
“Fuck you, baby. It was perfect last night. There were no problems.”
“Because I was afraid of life without the hope of you to look forward to.”
“People are a blend of external and internal influences, not all controlled variables. Sometimes, just sometimes, we are who we are. Even in the sea, a snake is a snake.”
My dick was inside you four times last night. Now you needed to think? Really?
“Please don’t leave me.”
“I never did,”
“I love you,”
Red. Out of all the colors, I liked red the best.
“Men don’t feel ashamed for enjoying sex on their terms. You shouldn’t either.”
I knew he’d always come for me. I knew he loved me. I knew that however long this lasted, it would probably be the happiest and most miserable I’d ever been. He made me so angry, I wanted to punch him. But then there was nothing like kissing him.
“I’m stronger now,” I whispered. “I won’t let you fall.”
