“Please let someone love you when I’m gone.” I remain quiet because I simply don’t know if that is something I can do. Because of David’s condition we have a different way of loving each other. I don’t know if I can do it the way other people do. With David, it’s safe. He touches me and I touch him. That’s how we connect. In the beginning, I thought maybe God made him the way he was just for me. But now I think God is angry and punishing me with the threat of taking him away. “Stop with the bible crap in your head, April. I know what you’re thinking. You are worthy of love. You just have to be
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