Lessons in Sin

by Pam Godwin

“There are other ways to make you leak.”

I would go to prison for her. I would bleed for her. I wondered if there was anything I wouldn’t do for her, and that thought was a torment in and of itself. She had the power to level my world.

Right now, all I wanted was my golden angel spread across my desk and screaming my name.

Everywhere I looked, she was there. Because she was the only place I wanted to be.

“I want more than coffee and music and insults with you.” His black velvet voice slid across my skin. “Lock the doors.”

“I’m nervous,” I whispered. “You should be.” Standing behind me, he opened the fly of my jeans and lowered the zipper. “I’m going to tear your pussy in half.”

“I’m going to hell.” I rocked my hips, riding the thrust of his fingers. “Not without me.”

“If the church catches fire and the walls start bleeding…” His timbre roughened. “I’m still not stopping. Nothing is going to prevent me from being with you in the way I’ve only ever been in my dreams.”

“You’re mine, Tinsley. No one’s going to touch you again. No one but me.” His thrusts deepened, growing harder, punctuating each word with ferocity. “You belong to me. No one else. Mine, Tinsley. Fucking mine. Do you understand?”

I was gobsmacked by her. Staggered. She floated toward me like a tiny body of fairy dust from heaven, burning with incandescence as she entered my cold dark atmosphere. She was the shooting star in my life, appearing as a streak of light in the night, compelling me to make wishes and never take my eyes off her.

“You’re my first.” I ran my fingers through her hair, content to my marrow. “And my last.”

As the confession began to unfurl, I felt my energy weaving itself into hers, tingling, sparking, and rewiring me. I felt myself becoming part of the fabric of this woman. I felt her goodness, her purity, and it was fucking liberating.

“But hear this, Magnus Falke.” She gripped my jaw, eyes flashing. “If you ever cut or burn me, I will fuck up your world.”

“I’m going to fuck you raw.” My heart stuttered as I fisted her hair, angling her to look deep into my eyes. “I won’t stop until I physically can’t fuck, and with you, my stamina is endless.”

“I’m your guardian. I’ll stay with you. I’ll keep you. I’ll fucking roar for you. If anyone fucks with you, I’ll be their nightmare. I’ll burn down the goddamn world for you.

as I say, and I’ll take care of everything.” “Are you going to fuck me goodbye? Is that what this is?” She bared her teeth and pushed away. “No, Tinsley. I’m going to show you how much I’m going to burn for you until I have you again.”

“Why? Why him?” “He sees me and understands me. He accepts me and defends me.”