Lessons in Sin

by Pam Godwin

“I k...

“There’s no tampon. I’m not bleeding anymore. Does tha...

“There are other ways to make you leak.”

To sink my cock inside this glorious, sacred part of her would be the honor of a lifetime. It was the one line I refused to let myself cross. I’d already taken too many liberties with her, broken too many laws. But I shouldn’t take her virginity. I didn’t deserve it.

She thought I was the one punishing her all these months, but she was the one with the claws and teeth and shackles on me. If she strutted over here and sat on my cock, I would feed it to her, every inch, in any hole she wanted it. I would go to prison for her. I would bleed for her. I wondered if there was anything I wouldn’t do for her, and that thought was a torment in and of itself. She had the power to level my world.

“I want this, but I don’t want you to resent me. Your vows…”

Priests broke their vows every day. They only lost their jobs if they got caught.

“Magnus, please, fuck me. Let me come. Put me out of my misery, damn you.”

“You need to finish the floors.”

“You have a mess to clean up.”

It was wrong. Immoral. Illegal. But it didn’t feel wrong. Nothing had ever felt so right.

I didn’t want to help her. I didn’t want to do this job. Right now, all I wanted was my golden angel spread across my desk and screaming my name.

She was leaving tonight for Bishop’s Landing. For three weeks. The thought was debilitating. Rather than celebrating the reprieve I would have from the students, I was lamenting it. Dreading her departure. This kind of behavior wasn’t me. I didn’t miss people. I didn’t care about anyone. Yet here I was, swimming in an upside-down world where all I wanted was to be with a woman I couldn’t have. A woman who could frustrate me, turn me on, and fire me up like no other. I didn’t want this. Not these feelings—the uncertainty, the hunger, the endless fucking dread.

I was turned around, fumbling in the dark and losing my way. Everywhere I looked, she was there. Because she was the only place I wanted to be.

“Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned.”

“This is my second confession.”

“I’m listening.”

“Whew.”

“I was afraid it wasn’t going to be you ...

“Why are you...

“To con...

“Probably isn’t much of a confession. It’s pretty obvious I have feelings for you. Feelings I shouldn’t have for my teacher. Or a priest. Maybe I shouldn’t crave the th...

“In what capacity do you...

“In every capacity. All of it. But we can start with your cock...

“S...

“—touch it, put it in my m...

“Eno...

“—rid...

“What are you hiding, Magnus? What ...

“If this is about your vows,”

“I understand. I’ll leave you alone. I’ll…leave. But the way you touch me, the way you kiss me…”

“I don’t think I’m alone here. A...

I dug my knuckles into my thighs, fighting every selfish word I wanted to bellow. I wanted her body. I wanted her mind. I wanted her fu...

Everything inside me snapped, exploding into blinding rage. One second, I was flying out of my booth, and the next, I was inside hers, with a fist in her hair and her body slammed against the wall beneath me.

“Kneel.”

I felt pretty fucking privileged to have this man in my mouth.

“Swallow.”

“Already did.”

“Don’t do this for me.”

“Oh, princess.”

“I’m doing this ...

“I’m nervous,”

“You should be.”

“I’m going to tear your puss...

“I’m going to hell.”

“Not without me.”

“The realm of no return.”

“If the church catches fire and the walls start bleeding…”

“I’m still not stopping. Nothing is going to prevent me from being with you in the way I’ve o...

“Watch us, Tinsley.”