So many of us are floating or saving up for some day when it will get better. I think it would be better to spend all the money I make doing things I actually love instead of saving it all for some other day. Just a lot of the time, I think I don’t want to live as long as we do these days. I don’t want to become a divorced, sick, still-working, grumpy husk of a man like my dad and still have so long to go in life. And I don’t mean suicide or nothing. I’d just rather live now, and live brightly.
