I suck in a breath. Swallowing hard, I look back up at the sky in silence, searching for answers to questions I haven’t voiced out loud, let alone allowed to become more than a faint whisper in my head. The bright sky and fluffy white clouds don’t hold the answers I seek, but I do know one thing, well, two things. I turn my head toward him again. “I asked Lily to make tacos for lunch specifically because you were coming over. And yes, you made me laugh earlier with the whole alphabetizing thing.”