Like, I know I seem like a super happy person all the time, but I’m just … not. I’m depressed as shit. And it’s not like I have any reason for it. My family is perfectly balanced and boring. Both my parents are professors. They’ve always been supportive and attentive and caring. I haven’t gone through any major trauma or anything like that. My biggest dream of being in the NHL is coming true, and in the meantime I get to study something I really love, so why am I so miserable?”
felt this in my soul
