“I have no desire to see his perfect family and perfect wife and perfect life, especially when I feel like I’m just getting back on my feet again. It would be excruciating and completely unhelpful. I’m doing my best to follow my bliss now, and Rory Shaw needs to stay where he belongs. In the past.”
PPPaaaalllleeeeaaasssse...you've been simping over this boy / man for over 20yrs and now suddenly you go cold turkey on him.