She says that she was “deep in her id,” and admits fault at the same time that she belittles him: I think I was probably using you to work through some personal shit that doesn’t involve you. I’d say we should be friends?? But right now is probably the time to set boundaries for myself. She implies that she only slept with him out of low self-esteem, and then disguises this insult by claiming that her momentary slip-up wasn’t “fair” to him. The text is smoothly offhand, and yet, to Remy’s practiced eye, masterfully dishonest.
