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Everything is connected. Everything has a point. Death. Rebirth. Transformation. Ecdysis.
It’s as if the world goes on pause awaiting Darian King. He moves time.
You love my cock in your tight ass, don’t you, brother? He flicks
need to hear him say those things. I want to be everything to him, just as he’s everything to me. I can’t help wanting him this way. I always have. But I can’t have him, and it tears me apart inside.
“And second of all, the moment you stop needing me to turn you out, brother dearest, you let me know. This arrangement could be much more practical.”
want to be able to hear people's thoughts because I never want to make the mistake again of thinking I know someone's intentions who is secretly lusting after something else entirely. If there's a monster among us, I’ll know about it. I’ll never be caught naïve again.
Abdiel Harmony is a man now... A man who just became my most prized servant.
I don’t know what I’m doing in my love life, but it’s obvious I’m going after the wrong people. I feel like such a joke.
There’s nothing in the world quite like innocence wrapped around mischievous carnal lust.
He’s so stingy with his affections, and I fucking loathe it. It’s like he wants me to hate him, and I don’t know why.
Typical Drake… Has to be in charge. I’d love to believe it’s about making me feel good. And as I look down at him while he’s fingering my asshole and sucking my cock like a fiend, I can fool myself into thinking he does these things for me. He wants to make me as happy as I want to make him.
“Feel that I can own you just as hard as you can own me.” My voice grinds like sandpaper as my fingers twist in his inky black hair. “Even harder, brother. You need to know…”
“I want you to feel me for hours afterward, like I do with you. I never want you to forget, Drake, my lovely Serpent, who your fucking King is.”
I just want him to remember what he promised me all those years ago. We pull apart just enough to breathe, his hands on me and mine on him. And then he whispers over my lips, “Let’s get high, baby.”
I’ll never leave him, and I won’t deny the need to end any lives for him. He’s that important, after all. Darian is heart and home. The first ones I’ve ever had.
I told you… I was waiting for you, my King.
I think I’ve been waiting for you, too… Prince Abdiel.
After a while, he whispers, “I read about this lake in a magazine once… in Washington state. It’s by a mountain.” His voice holds a certain amount of wonder I hope will always be there when he speaks. “It looked like magic.” He lifts his face to peek down at me. “We should go there. You can have your mountain, and I can have the lake. We can go there and forget about everything else. We can start a new life.”
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Well, let’s see. Have I been resonating in my feelings?? What feelings, my King…? My pure desperation for another taste of your mouth? My ever-present ache when I think about your strong hands caressing my flesh…?
I cannot with the inconsistency of Nyla’s writing. It goes from, like, completely fine and entertaining to insanely wordy shit like this and it’s out of nowhere lmao idk it just really distracts me.
“I’ll tell you when to look at your King,” he murmurs. “For now, I asked you a question.” Hesitantly, I nod. “Yes, I remember.” “Well, now I want it,” he says with his eyes on my mouth. “You’ve had your first kiss with my brother, and now I want my taste.”
“Mmm… You are a needy thing.” Drake thrusts into my fist. But then he backs away, leaving me going out of my mind from the feeling of Head Priest’s mouth on my cock. “Let us worship you first, little mouse.”
I kinda like how Nyla can get me riled up. Not just, like, aroused, but that she gets me talking. I kind of like that in a book, even if the talking isn’t positive.
I want him like this all the time. I need to keep him, take care of him; to cherish him. I need more nights with him, burning through the sheets, and more mornings with him gazing up at me like he is right now. Flushed and starry-eyed. Mine. My Prince.
“Abdiel, I think we’re past the point of coy, are we not? I’ve had your dick in my throat. You can call me by my name.”
Darian looks shocked, as if he truly didn’t expect me to stick around, and Abdiel looks pleased. Pleased to see me. I’d deny it if anyone asked, but honestly, it thaws my chest. A lot.
He likes it gradual. He likes his dick to be worshipped by your mouth,
Breaths fly in and out of me while I cry silent tears. They’re by the lake, and I’m on the mountain. I’m alone, and this is how it needs to be. I fooled myself once, and I paid the price for it. I won’t do it again.
“Is this your little secret, your highness? You come out into the woods and get fucked in the ass, tree bark scratching up your back while you suck your servant off? You love all this dick in you, don’t you, Darian?”
Drake built his house so he could always watch over Darian… He loves him so deeply in secret.
I will never love anyone the way I love the boy with the snake eyes.
“You, brother, have been driving me goddamn crazy since the moment I met you,” he growls, kissing my lips once more before pushing my head down.
“Worship me, boy, for I am your King.”
I needed you to know that no one was unfaithful to anyone.” “But you fucked my dad,” my voice scrapes from inside my throat,
“You come back for more, kid…” he mumbles, eyes still closed. “I told you you’d like it.”
A sad song, still sung so beautifully by the blonde boy with the evergreen eyes.
This is why, baby. You’re too damn good for me.
What if he chooses not to dedicate himself to me? What if he decides it’s too much, loving someone who is also madly in love with his evil brother?