Serpent in White

by Nyla K.

Everything is connected. Everything has a point. Death. Rebirth. Transformation. Ecdysis.

You want real thoughts, you're gonna have to raise a few eyebrows.

I want to be everything to him, just as he’s everything to me. I can’t help wanting him this way. I always have. But I can’t have him, and it tears me apart inside.

There’s nothing in the world quite like innocence wrapped around mischievous carnal lust.

He’s so stingy with his affections, and I fucking loathe it. It’s like he wants me to hate him, and I don’t know why.

“I want you to feel me for hours afterward, like I do with you. I never want you to forget, Drake, my lovely Serpent, who your fucking King is.”

I’ll never leave him, and I won’t deny the need to end any lives for him. He’s that important, after all. Darian is heart and home. The first ones I’ve ever had.

Go to the man you want undeniably, unequivocally, irrevocably. It’s where you need to be, Abdiel. Right here, right now.

“Mhmm… You’re addicting, sweet Abdiel.”

I told you… I was waiting for you, my King. I think I’ve been waiting for you, too… Prince Abdiel.

I feel like a wanton sex creature, and it’s driving me wild; having these two much older men enjoy me like this… Because deep down, in my most honest place, I feel kind of like a slut, and I like it.

Breaths fly in and out of me while I cry silent tears. They’re by the lake, and I’m on the mountain. I’m alone, and this is how it needs to be. I fooled myself once, and I paid the price for it. I won’t do it again.

“Fuck me, Abdiel.” He trembles on top of me, drunk with lust. “Fuck me like I’m yours.” “You are mine,” I growl. His lips dance on my flesh. “Worship me, boy, for I am your King.”

“Open your eyes, love,” I demand, slinking my fingers into his hair. “I want to watch you fall from grace.”

Abdiel Harmony is a unicorn.

I’ll be the evil, for their good. After all, it’s the balance. The natural order. Evil atones.

Maybe the evil can be good sometimes…

He’s ours. Not just evil, or just good. He’s the serpent in white. Our holy protector.

I need to always know that I’m his Serpent. That no one sheds the layers of the King like I do.