I’m not grateful that I’m gay. Maybe that means that I hate myself. And I’m wondering if I told you that, I’m wondering how you’d feel? How can I not want to be gay and love you at the same time? The thing I’m most grateful for is you. How does that work? The only thing I know about sexuality is you. Me and you. That’s all I know. And the only word that comes to mind is “beautiful.” Dante, there are so many things I don’t get. There are so many things I’m still so confused about. But the one thing that I’m not confused about is that I love you. I’m not a faggot. And neither are you. I won’t
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