Excuse Me While I Ugly Cry
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It’s like they can’t love each other without anger
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“I’m just saying it’s a little hard to change when you have a journal telling you who to be.”
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But, for the first time, I’m considering how toxic it might be, writing in stone who I am, and who I should be.
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You look so gorgeous.”
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“So, so gorgeous.”
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“Yes! You’re fucking gorgeous.”
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“You’re gorgeous,
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“Quinn, you’ve always been beautiful. You know that.”
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I think I wouldn’t be here if a part of me didn’t want to be here. Wherever “here” may be. And if being “here” is a mistake, I think I’ll probably learn something from it—something that I need to learn. There are enough closed doors and glass ceilings in the world. My comfort zone shouldn’t be
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one of them.
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Jackson.”
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Jackson?”
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Jackson.”
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“I’m scared,” I whisper. “Just do it.” And without giving it a second thought, I press my lips against his.
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“Quinn, I know you are. What matters is that you’re here now.”
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“Home is not a place. Home is in here.” She pats her hand over her heart. She says, “Don’t you fear, I’m right here.”
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wasted so much time living in fear that I thought I was comfortable, but I was writhing in a cage that I didn’t know existed, making lists of all my worries with no intent to do anything about them.
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Making lists of all my fears kept me from ever facing them.
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She doesn’t understand that she can’t talk about Black people without talking about me too. She doesn’t understand that using the N-word in any context is never a joke. Not for me, it isn’t.
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Maybe the only thing I need to remember is my name, who I love, and what I love about life. That’s all Hattie remembers. Maybe that’s all that matters.
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I was mad is never a good excuse,
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“I want you to be able to celebrate our differences. I need you to be aware that our differences will get us different outcomes in life. And I need you to know that just because I don’t fit into your stereotypes, that doesn’t mean I’m any less Black.”
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gorgeous. She’s gorgeous.
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and a boy who isn’t perfect, but who’s patient and whose light shines over all my darkness. Like finally.