i keep on having this recurring dream, that i see you in the distance and naturally i start walking to you. and as i get closer and closer i make eye contact with you and i fall down, this deep hole… then i wake up. the last image in my head in the morning is you watching me fall so helplessly down this hole, screaming and shouting. and you watch my with no expression, and no sense to help me. - maybe it foreshadowed something?
