One day I finally got fed up and said, You love Bridger more than me. I wanted her to tell me that she loved us both the same, but she didn’t say anything. She didn't tell me I was wrong. She didn’t say that she loved me. And I guess I already knew that she didn’t love me, otherwise I wouldn’t have said that in the first place, but it still was shocking to actually witness her basically admit to it. In my mind, I could hear her saying, I hate you, Bellany, and wish you had never been born.
